radfrac_archive: (Harold Ross of the New Yorker)
radfrac_archive ([personal profile] radfrac_archive) wrote2008-03-14 03:49 pm

doctor (2): the uses of storytelling

One other thing.

I made the doctor's appointment weeks ago, as a person with a medium-sized list of unrelated ailments and a faint reflexive paranoia. Then I saw the physio, and turned into someone with an alarming systemic deficit and a tense physiotherapist.

The physio was supposed to call the clinic and tell my doctor what he'd noticed, but they didn't connect, so all my doctor knew was that he'd called. It was all on me. I had my list of symptoms, both those that the physio had told me about, and those I'd noticed myself.

Then, sort of by accident, something interesting happened. Instead of listing off my symptoms, I started to tell my doctor a story.

It was shorter and less gothic than the version I posted here, but had the same rough outlines. I went to the physio, I showed him where my tricep wasn't, he did some tests, he mentioned some results, he seemed to be concerned.

Instead of presenting my doctor with a worried layperson holding a list of self-diagnosed symptoms which might or might not be illusory, I told him about a worried medical professional diagnosing a patient. I imported someone else's perceived authority and objectivity into my interview.

He's a good doctor, and a good listener. I still wonder if attributing the concern and the diagnosis to another medical professional made the information easier to take seriously.

I don't think I did it on purpose, but I think it's kind of cool.

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[identity profile] penelopesque.livejournal.com 2008-03-14 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Whatever works to get you the best treatment possible, I recommend using it.
radiantfracture: Harold Ross with a semi-paranoid quotation attributed to him by James Thurber: "They aim these things at me." (Harold Ross of the New Yorker)

[personal profile] radiantfracture 2008-03-16 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I keep thinking I'll feel stupid if there turns out to be not much wrong; and I have to remind myself that no, in fact that would be a good thing.

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[identity profile] penelopesque.livejournal.com 2008-03-16 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I think being wrong about something being wrong would be delightful. It rarely happens to me, I have a deadly rightness.
I wish you all the wrongness in the world on this count.
radiantfracture: Harold Ross with a semi-paranoid quotation attributed to him by James Thurber: "They aim these things at me." (Harold Ross of the New Yorker)

[personal profile] radiantfracture 2008-03-17 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
It is interesting and humbling to discover how much suffering people I know have endured without mentioning it to me -- or without my paying proper attention to it anyway. I want to find out how to.

"I wish you all the wrongness in the world on this count."

This is an excellent blessing & I will take it gladly.

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radiantfracture: Harold Ross with a semi-paranoid quotation attributed to him by James Thurber: "They aim these things at me." (Harold Ross of the New Yorker)

[personal profile] radiantfracture 2008-03-26 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
Hum.

I meant to ask if the rightness is in matters of prediction, readings -- or personal health? If that's not an insanely intrusive thing to ask. You're written somewhat about your health experiences.

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